Jimmy "THE REV" Sullivan A7X

THE REV
RIP 1981-2009

Its beyond depressing to hear about his death. The one of the best drummers in the world was found dead in his home. Thank god that I got to see him in person in their last tour in Singapore. He's just awesome to watch. I still can't bring myself to believe that he's gone. Rest in Peace Rev! The video below is a tribute to the LEGEND.

Symptoms of Unsure

I measure myself by achievements
what I've got,what I wanna have
what others have that I don't
and why is it a must not to be cloned
why originality is key to death

I measure myself by failures
what I've lost,who have I hurt
how did I hurt them
conquests that weren't conquered
tears that weren't flowing

I measure myself by joy
how much fun am I having
how much lost have I become
the biggest orgasm I've ever had
street sluts screaming my name

I measure myself by sadness
how much empathy I feel
how much grief I wanna taste
how blackness is my new white
how crying is my new laugh

I measure myself by looking at you
by watching you walk,talk and screw
how you eat,how you bleed
when I stab the knife
deep in your heart

I measure measurements
by having thoughts
of naked old granny roaming
lonely and cold,ugly and old
it gives me a hard on

I measure gay love
by making out with a lesbian
by being so straight that it hurts
every time they try to penetrate
deep in me,deep in my gaping hole

I measure good stories
by the first page and last
editors note and critics view
the most important
is how much it's gonna cost me

I measure the sky
by looking at the sea
how far out can it be
before my last breath
takes me away

I feel so unsure of things I do
of creating fictionalized characters
like Sarah and baby Hue
like Lady Nana,the lovely dame
my life has always been a game

I measure good music
by how bad the crooner is
how I can only hear the guitars

while the beat on the drums
sounds like splattering paint
This symptoms of unsure
has kept me going till I saw light
switched on,switched off
flickering,dimming
it kept me going till I become sane

I am unsure,I am unsure
I am surely pure
from the inside out
I am unsure if I've god
I am unsure of my own doubt.

There's not much I could say

to make you know that every single day

I pray for us to be in hands

to set alight this greatest dance,

you came into and deliver me now

I'm always yours from past to present.

We're twins separated by years

we're lovers separated by hate

we're one separated by fate

we're together and I hope it stays.

Back...

I just start straight to proper post. Long enough i'm gone. My plans of creating my own domain just screwed up. Nevertheless, I just continue from here until I really have a new one to declare.