Nothing Impossible

22 years young last week!

2010-02-06T02:28:00.003+08:00

Last week 1st Feb was my 22nd birthday. Nothing much but just lovely wishes from alot of friends. I didn't expected to be wish by so so many people. Thanks! Official birthday celebration will be tomorrow. I have no idea on whats gonna be. Where or what's gonna happen. I only know that I GOT AN IPHONE!!!! Woohoo... Honey bought it for me. Thanks Love ya!

Busy weekend this week, footballs on both days. My 2nd pre season game for Ottawa Serpents FC tomrrow hope I get a good game. Sunday for Matador FC in the ESPZEN league. The team's been on real hot form winning all game after the christmas break. Hope we can continue our winning ways.

Lastly i'm counting down the days i'll be donning the police uniform again! Yahoo...

Saturday day day day !

2010-01-09T19:30:00.002+08:00

First weekend of 2010! So far been so good this beginning of the year for me and perhaps the closest people around me I suppose. Wish everyone had else their good new year too.

Firstly I wanna say that i've got into the VSC. Starting my orientation and oath taking in February. CoOl or what! Unexpected but THANK GOD so much!

Well now i'm at honey's home celebrating her birthday together with Andy and my ex-colleague Hamidah. Just the four of us. Her parents not in town. Their in Thailand for holiday. We are now watching PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2 on DVD which I bought in Indonesia. Yeah thats right its part 2! Scary though. Just got abit dizzy when the camera move too much when there's some paranormal incident happening. I think the show is ending soon. We're still waiting for our pizzas from Sarpino. Wanted to get Oishi's pizza but the last order was 7.15pm. When we made the call was at 7.44pm too late.

We still have our cake from Gastronomia, Banana Toffee Crostata. Hmmm... Yummy! The night is still young and we're have some chill enjoyment. Not the havoc one this time once in a while. Sadly for me no alcohol. Hah!

I'm feeling kinda bad because I wasn't attentive when a Manager of National Football League Division 3's, Ottawa Serpents FC to come in today's match at 5pm. Got a call from him few days ago, I thought was next week. Hope he calls me again. I don't know when are the S-League trials but whichever team wants me or I got into first I just go for it.

After 3 weeks of football break. Tomorrow's the big cup game, ESPZEN's FA Cup. Hope I can keep up my form and go on a great start through the season. After my match i'm going to watch Boxing at Suntec City Convention Hall in the Sijori Tournament. Nice. That's it for this time now. I going to upload some videos of my time in Batam later in the late.

Wait for updates! Adious!

Jimmy "THE REV" Sullivan A7X

2009-12-30T04:19:00.008+08:00

THE REV
RIP 1981-2009

Its beyond depressing to hear about his death. The one of the best drummers in the world was found dead in his home. Thank god that I got to see him in person in their last tour in Singapore. He's just awesome to watch. I still can't bring myself to believe that he's gone. Rest in Peace Rev! The video below is a tribute to the LEGEND.

Symptoms of Unsure

2009-12-30T04:12:00.001+08:00

I measure myself by achievements
what I've got,what I wanna have
what others have that I don't
and why is it a must not to be cloned
why originality is key to death

I measure myself by failures
what I've lost,who have I hurt
how did I hurt them
conquests that weren't conquered
tears that weren't flowing

I measure myself by joy
how much fun am I having
how much lost have I become
the biggest orgasm I've ever had
street sluts screaming my name

I measure myself by sadness
how much empathy I feel
how much grief I wanna taste
how blackness is my new white
how crying is my new laugh

I measure myself by looking at you
by watching you walk,talk and screw
how you eat,how you bleed
when I stab the knife
deep in your heart

I measure measurements
by having thoughts
of naked old granny roaming
lonely and cold,ugly and old
it gives me a hard on

I measure gay love
by making out with a lesbian
by being so straight that it hurts
every time they try to penetrate
deep in me,deep in my gaping hole

I measure good stories
by the first page and last
editors note and critics view
the most important
is how much it's gonna cost me

I measure the sky
by looking at the sea
how far out can it be
before my last breath
takes me away

I feel so unsure of things I do
of creating fictionalized characters
like Sarah and baby Hue
like Lady Nana,the lovely dame
my life has always been a game

I measure good music
by how bad the crooner is
how I can only hear the guitars

while the beat on the drums
sounds like splattering paint
This symptoms of unsure
has kept me going till I saw light
switched on,switched off
flickering,dimming
it kept me going till I become sane

I am unsure,I am unsure
I am surely pure
from the inside out
I am unsure if I've god
I am unsure of my own doubt.

2009-12-30T04:04:00.003+08:00

There's not much I could say

to make you know that every single day

I pray for us to be in hands

to set alight this greatest dance,

you came into and deliver me now

I'm always yours from past to present.

We're twins separated by years

we're lovers separated by hate

we're one separated by fate

we're together and I hope it stays.

Back...

2009-12-30T04:02:00.003+08:00

I just start straight to proper post. Long enough i'm gone. My plans of creating my own domain just screwed up. Nevertheless, I just continue from here until I really have a new one to declare.

Learn Something New and Make it Work

2009-09-15T01:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Being some time since I updated. Nothing much just that I have a new business project coming up. I'll be in partnership with my Honey, we're still learning about the whole idea and system that we're going to create.

Will be meeting with a mentor in this line tomorrow evening after my work to see what he have to share. Looking forward to it and sure to learn something I may not know about.

Hari Raya's coming and been to Geylang almost everyday to grab some great food. Also help honey to look out for new baju kurung, shoes and bag for the year.

This post might be the shortest. In truth, I was just plain lazy and Blogger has been giving me problems most of the times. Having so much to post but I just can't. FYI everyone I might be moving elsewhere soon. No more Blogger perhaps, probably, possibly, maybe! Not yet for now but soon so I can update more and for ya'll to read yea!

Adios!

Excited, Sad, Happy and Thank YOU!

2009-08-29T02:45:00.002+08:00

I think this might be the longest post ever by me. Nevertheless, i'll try my very best to make it interesting to read and learn something from this post.

I've not update my blog for a week I guess? yea. Whatever it is hope my readers will enjoy and look forward to my posts. I'll write some compliments for you readers at the end of this post yea. Okay! I'll start my post proper.....

Exams are around the corner and I haven't really got any idea where to start off for my revisions. My Dreamweaver project almost done and ready for submission anytime now. Just that I ain't convince with the overall product. Hah!

Lifestyle wise i'm still in great shape. My daily diet has been incredibly monsterous! I can finish 2 regular 9 inch pizza alone! You might think i'm going crazy! yea yea I know. What worst is I grow hungry in less than an hour. My goodness! But I can still control my diet and i'm not at all worried as i'm a sportsman. Still active in football every week, gym and swimming sessions occasionally.

I don't focus only on my body but my brain too. They need exercise so i've been reading books relating to my goals. So many things to learn and going to put them into action soon. Will have a meeting with Madi, one of my team mate on Sunday evening. He'll be discussing on a "multi level marketing" project and he wants to take me in after he found out about my "Financial Freedom" dream. I'm feeling real great after getting to know someone with the same interest, vision, read the same books, done alot of researches and so on.

I'm looking forward for the discussion in the weekend and see what have to share. At the same time i'll take it as a stepping stone and a test to make what i've learn into action. I won't say anything is easy, there'll definitely be ups and downs but i'm willing to explore and overcome it. I've learned not to believe "easy money" mindset. Here's below what i'm currently reading and learning:

Thomas Fernandez & Sant Qiu
Singapore's Most Successful Entrepreneurs

I can go on and on about what i've learn about business so far. I can really tell you now that I really hate working for someone. Having my time controlled by others. Work hard and being paid less. Working for a superior who knows nothing about welfares on his/her staffs. I basically had enough already.

Had an arguement with a colleague or so to say my superior few days ago. He was like telling me "School, Reservist, School, Reservist than come work late" and I got pissed off by his remarks. First I told him that I have school projects to do and I questioned him "What's your highest qualification? Or have u even ever went to school?". He gave me a cheeky smile and showing as though I was telling him a lame joke. Before I even cool down he spotted me wearing slippers to work. I know it ain't appropriate but I don't always wear them and I even gave him the perfect excuse but he insist I take them off and walk bare-footed around the office. I expected him to be no-big-deal-dont-do-it-again and let me off but of course he didn't. I admit my bad for being so furious to have spouted some aint nice language to him in front of my other colleagues.

I gave in but soon after I was called up from my Duty Manager for an explanation. Then bla..bla..bla..bla I wasn't dismiss anyways. He told me he understands but I was wrong to have shouted vulgarities. I just gave him Who-give-a-damn look! Grrr...

Working schedules now are becoming ridiculous. I'm only a part time employee but they keep insisting to managing my working schedules following their own needs. Ridiculous! I was employed after I gave my available working day and time, now their giving us this bullshit. No way! The more they insist, the more i'll give them a heck! Hah! $4/- per hour already called cheap labour and I believe they can't differentiate between "part time" and "full time". For god sake! Let me explain in bold and in the simplest of terms:

'Part Time' is not fully committed to the cause more so because of time. Have time will do.

'Full Time' is to fully commit yourself and time no matter what the situation is.

difference between part and full is that,part time you get paid when you do the work. full time you get paid whether you do the job or not,only downside is you have no time....

See? So much difference?

This company in this particular department is really not organise at all. So many things they're not doing it right. Can someone show them the correct way? Where's the employees welfare benefits? Even McDonalds and Starbucks look after their employees you know! Absurd!

I'm leaving the job soon anyways. I couldn't care less anymore. Good Bye soon damn it!

On a happier note as usual I spent quality time after school with honey. Done my school work together with her few days ago. So far been so so good. Not all the time sweet. Had some arguements too. Thats common. Our relationship is growing stronger each and every day together. Still more to explore in each other.

Went to Geylang Bazaar with some colleagues earlier had fun enjoyed some great food. Experience some funny but a little unpleasant incident I don't want to mention as Honey is still a little mad about. Nothing serious just some remarks by an insecured stranger whose son is totally almost non human for anyone to even take a look at.

As I promised earlier, I wanna thank my readers whoever you are for taking time to read my post. I really appreciate so much. Whether I know you or not I still wanna say a big thank you. Don't be shy to type a text or two on my tagboard. Once again THANK YOU! heh!

Precious...

2009-08-20T01:01:00.007+08:00

The 2nd post of the day:

PRECIOUS MOMENTS

TOGETHER

My life in Apostrophes

2009-08-20T01:00:00.006+08:00

Have you ever made a decision
and then stalled,thought about it again
deciding that it might not be a good idea
or it just won't work,cause you're afraid?

Afraid of being judge,being categorized
stereotyped and put in a box
and be shipped somewhere cold
where you won't know who your master
might be,and what kind of slave you'll be?

That is life in apostrophe,in making a decision
stalled,think again,continue and stalled again
you won't be able to see the end product
the consequences of your decision
because you did not carry it out.

My life in apostrophe has led me
to places that not many will go
nor will try yet I did,I did out of thirst
thirst for something new,something raw,something exciting
some new experiments that would strangle me

It made me suffer to breath,painfully trying to find joy
my orgasm,my burst,my ejaculation of self belief
I learn to adore people with flaws,warts and sexual diseases
it was enthralling after the journey but would I go back again?
I don't know. I shall let the dice decide.

In searching for a full stop I became delusion
with my reality,my environment change drastically
every new thought that crept into my mind
a new scene is created. I seldom hate it for the thirst
was unbearable. I want to indulge in it!

It made me wiser in the company of fools
but despicable in the arms of the noble,
it was such an enigma to go through but nothing
was stopping me. My conscience decided to go for a walk
at the most precise time I need it. My do-gooder nature was on sick leave
so who do I trust my decisions on? My guts.

My guts,a very lonesome but attractive creature who
never fails to bring me to my knees and laughing
away at my soft,unknowing self,who can never be
sure of what to do unless was told.
My guts were there to squish my every possible
repentant feeling that I would have.

The journeys itself was very tiring,draining me
out of my love juice,my sweat,my balls were always lighter.
That was how it grabbed my soul and twist me dry,
it did broaden my view but it did so by having my eyes squinting.
But don't get me wrong,I enjoyed those moments even if it kills me.

Stupidous Mistake...

2009-08-18T01:52:00.003+08:00

How I wish all was just a nightmare for me. Just plain dream from my sleep. I can't believe myself it happened. It wasn't me. I wasn't thinking straight. I wasn't myself. I can't believe it's me in the act of stupidity. I did it for the right reasons but in the wrong way.

I admitted my mistakes. I faced it instead of hiding or keeping my mouth shut. But I still cannot believe I did those mistake which almost seems to costly. I never done it before or even thought of it until 2 nights ago. I'm not a criminal. I dream to eliminate criminals as my career. But instead I acted criminal.

What the heck was I thinking? How do I even have the cheek and courage to perform those actions? What is happening to me? Am I unwell? Am I crazy? Where did the thoughts came from? What got into me?

Everything may be over. All may have been solved. I have regretted my actions deeply. But I have not recover from my guilt. I hurt myself deeply by my own despicable actions. I still CANNOT believe it was actually me! Myself! Alone! All by myself!!!

I'm traumatised! I'm going into depression I think. I'm paranoid. All this happens myself! Muhammad Iskandar Shah i'm so not proud of you. I'm hating you. What have you done? Why do anyone deserve the shit from you?

I have to put up a fake smile and laugh while forgetting the incident. I fell again this time. I want to stand back up and make myself proud again. I will never ever do those shits again. I will never even dare to think about it again.

You know the consequences yourself. Don't crush your own dreams into dust.

To myself,
Muhammad Iskandar Shah
You Sucks SO MUCH This Time!!!!

I will get "that" in my wallet again soon!

2009-08-10T01:36:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I'm late I know! But I was busy entertaining my other fellow hungry singaporeans on the phone taking their orders with "pride" and "dedication"! *puke!*

Yea..I'm done wishing. Last night an inpromptu meetup with Fizah at Tampines with honey. She rented a car and we got a ride to one of honey's favourite "parata" stall. That was how they spelt as their shop name.

I borrowed the car and drove the two ladies around Tampines to Pasir Ris. Now something inside me is screaming "I WANT MY DRIVING LICENCE BACK!!!!" I'm a better driver now and i'm going to get it soon.

Hey I guess I can only blog this post till here tonight. I'm sleepy and really need to go to bed. Update again... zzzZZZZZ

Nazilla

2009-08-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you. I would walk a thousand miles to see you for one minute and have not one question about it. Crazy u might say, but i guess i'm just being me. But for now, probably what's more important is to be contented with what I have is to be by your side for as long as I could.

I'm younger again!

2009-08-05T12:55:00.001+08:00

I wanna share with everyone what i'm happy about. Honey, I know you're rolling your eyes now upon reading this post, I know! I know! hah!

When I first I started work at CSC, some asked how old am I and I made them to guess. They laughed and thought I was joking. I convinced them by showing my ID for some.

I asked how old do I look and they say I looked 17-19 year old. Hah! Happy! Happy!

Went to bought some ciggies last night and the shop owner asked for my ID to check whether i'm legal to buy. After showing him, he smiled and told that I looked 17! hah! My GF walked away and refusing to admit hearing what he had said to me.

I smiled my way back home and recalling all the little moments I had. The feeling so great. Don't blame me for being this way at the moment. haha!

SHIT

2009-08-04T07:30:00.001+08:00

Why am I feeling this way?

Why am I doing this?

What was I thinking?

I feel so wrong...

so guilty...

so bad...

sucks!

I admit my bad...

*keep cruising till I go to sleep, start a new day, don't make the same mistake*

Done reflections for the day:
ShahV

Little Precious Moments

2009-08-04T02:50:00.005+08:00

She came down to Woodlands to see me after her school. Hang around at Causeway Point, Woodlands. Look, Look, See, See nothing much. Had dinner at Banquet before heading down to Tampines.

We spent precious little time together before sending her back home. Some random pictures we both took:

Totally Unacceptable Sportmen

2009-08-03T15:09:00.005+08:00

WHITE WOLFTON FOOTBALL CLUB

Yesterday was supposed to be the almost perfect weather of enjoying a wonderful game of football on a high maintenance pitch in Marsiling Secondary, Woodlands. All turned ugly for great weekend fun by an opponent of team hooligans namely as above. Reasons why I posted all this because I have to. I'm pissed and hopefully anyone who read this will not do the same as what they have done. Don't destroy the beautiful game.

The aforementioned team is an all malay group of youngsters claiming to be playing the beautiful game beautifully. Instead they created an unpleasant drama on the pitch as they unable to control their uncivilised behaviour even after the final whistle was blown. One of my team mate suffered a punch at the back of his head by a left winger named Mr Farouk, the opponent after the 1st goal when we were leading. Things get a little messy and referee was busy calming the rest of the other players, did not see the incident that happened.

Cowardly the player turned away and pretended that nothing happened. A return punch was expected by my team mate but it didnt happen instead maturely gave a smile back to him refusing to comment further and just walked away.

Minutes passed on the clock following with series of controversies flowing around the pitch but we walked away without retaliating on every nasty occasions we faced. Game of football is aggressive and we all accept it nevertheless whether we win or lose the game in the end.

On a lighter note, I would compliment them on their determination and the desire to win but shit on them for turning it ugly and unenjoyable afternoon for all.

Regardless of what they did I still gave them a hand shake after the game even what has happened earlier. Outta sudden my ears were burning and hurting inside when one of them said to me: "We're of the same race and we won't touch you but respect you(ME). For the caucasians we'll hit them hard." in malay and I was like giving him the "doifuckinggiveadamn" look right at his face with a slight grin full of sacarsm blasting at him. Surprisingly he looked away and did nothing. Damn it! Thanks for that but i'm so not proud of it. Embarrassing!

Before I end this post I would want to say we ain't losers like how you shouted at my other team mates. Although we lost the game and we lost gracefully by accepting what you all did without retaliating in return. All the best, we'll see how far you'll go. God Bless...

In SCHOOOOOOOL!!!!!!

2009-07-29T14:56:00.001+08:00

I'm super sleepy and cranky. I'm getting sick and tired of the MATS2 in my school. They're super nonsense in so many way. The way they walk, they talk and overall the way they behave. Some come to school dressed as if they're heading to Orchard Rd. What a joke!

How I wish i'm not working today, wanna do my unfinish labsheets. Grrr...so many things to do.

Missing Malolo so much I don't know why. She's so addictive! hah!
Done blogging for now hah!

Message to all the MATS in my school and all around Singapore is GROW UP AND BEHAVE LIKE AN ADULT. This for you below coz i'm cranky and your pissing me off.

East Coast Park

2009-07-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to pick Malolo up from her workplace at 4pm but I was late. Heh! I reached Toa Payoh at 5pm met her with Farah at the bus terminal instead.

We head straight to Marine Parade sending Farah home. She was so eager to catch The Reds live on TV.

Waited for Ahmad and Ally at Parkway's McDonald for lunch before heading to ECP. We took pur time and the sky was already dark when we arrived. Look for a place to sit. We chilled and chatted showing them a simple magic trick. Blah!

Had dinner at Blue Lagoon. Ally with her crazy antics. We just cant stop laughing with her jokes and her sillyness. The outing was a short one but it was fun nevertheless.

Good Night!

Happy!

2009-07-25T02:42:00.006+08:00

Finally I can log in to Blogger! Nabey! Oops, sorry bout the language I used. Heh! Past few days was really awesome. Met new friends and meeting Ms N almost everyday I should say? Yea..

Last Sunday had a soccer game at First Toa Payoh before proceeding to Nazilla brother's Engagement Day. Won! Against the league leaders in the league. Got myself a yellow card for using foul language on the referee. Damn he sucks! Sprained my right shoulder, cuts and bruises on my right arm and leg. People might be thinking I played wrestling or what.

Few days ago had lunch at Pastamania with partner at Bishan Junction 8. He recommended the Country Baked Pasta(below). Its was cheesily good! Try it! Also try the Crumble Apple Pizza! A chef's recommendation.

Country Baked Pasta

Met up with Ms N the next day for dinner. Wanted to dine in at Pastamania but it was crowded. So I took her to Swensens instead. I ate Crayfish Pasta and she ate Mac and Cheese. Drank a weird milky shake which I forgot what is it called. hah! We chatted and laughing being accompanied by a splendid dinner that night.

"Ms N sorry I hurt your hand, my bad hehe!"

I'm tired now but just view the photos taken so far. Cheers!

Love

2009-07-23T00:33:00.005+08:00

This is dedicated to someone so special to me, Miss N.

A glimpse of what our future may hold

A beautiful story waiting to be told

Waking me in the middle of the night

Thinking of your smile my only light

I remember you love the colour purple so much.

Love you so much!

Nite Nite!

2009-07-14T12:24:00.003+08:00

At home all day today. Tomorrow another working day. Damn I hate working for someone! All these are temporary. Aim to make things work for me. How cool will that be? heh!

Today partner was at my crib the whole day after meeting his sis for lunch. We were doing our website thingy. Looking for the suitable templates never been so difficult. Searching for the right templates to suit our niche. Can anyone get us a FREE Magazine concept niche for us to work on? We're gonna buy it online anyways. Cost us about USD$70. Money not a problem as long as our business progresses...

Before I forget I wanna wish my partner, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! You're one year older now!
I didn't get you anything because you told me last minute! Haha! Anyways we called for KFC. We ordered the Super Tuesday Promo which consist on 8pcs Chicken, Lrg Coleslaw and bla bla bla...Just the two of us...

He ate two pcs chicken and I ate the rest. No prize for eating that much. I don't mind spending more to enjoy good food! Heh! I'm active in sports and went to gym/swimming anyways so I aint worried for any major potential health hazards. Hah! We live in this world once anyways.

I'm in love and I wanna call that somebody! This is my wish to you readers before I go to bed tonight. A Super random song by Hot Hot Heat! Before you click play on the video below you may stop my music player on the right of your screen first yea... Enjoy kzz!

FEELING GOOOOOOOOOOOD!

2009-07-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm excited to waking up everyday in the morning nowadays!

So many things to look forward,

All waiting for me to face the challenges ahead.

My confidence has been all time high,

i'm invincible at the moment.

No want can bring me down.

Woohhooo!!!

Thinking about my past just motivates me more

and more and more

and more
......
....
..
.

Entrepreneur!!!!!

2009-07-13T04:32:00.003+08:00

RSVP'd to Meetup for Singapore Entrepreneurs Network (SEN) August Meetup happening on Thursday Aug 06, 7:00 PM. Am really looking forward to it!

Working on that day and no way they gonna stop me! I take control of my future....

WOOHOOOOO!

IN LOVE AND FEELING GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!

[SEN]

2009-07-11T08:15:00.000+08:00

Are you attending, Partner? :

Singapore Entreprenuers Network [SEN] August Meet up:

Date/Time: August 6 @ 7pm

Rocky Masters
Location: Lubritrade Building
(Opposite Bras Basah Complex)
Singapore

Flowers blooming!

2009-07-11T03:01:00.001+08:00

I absolutely looking forward to every single day. Contented with what i'm doing and never seems to look back and regretting it.

Time is super precious to me now as i'm juggling so many things at the same time and am enjoying it. As i'm looking forward to our upcoming official launch of our new website, ideas keeps flowing and my brain been super hardworking in developing new ideas. So many things are on hold as to whats gonna happen next slowly in the upcoming weeks and months.

Explaining every single thing can never seems to end. Planned back ups and improvement to our marketing system. We're determined to take on the internet marketing world by storm. Our baby steps will soon be a huge step.

I can sense something new coming up our sleeves. I can feel dollar notes starting to produce heartbeats. I'm hearing it and its slowly coming to life. I'll make money grow groW GROW! hahahaha I know it sounds weird. Nevertheless dreams do come true when you put your mind and soul into action.

Soon my dreams of becoming the SUPER HERO will come true. Not that childish cartoon characters was I referring to. But dividing this two words and putting the two different meanings into one. Like this:

SUPER
Adverb:
Slang. very; extremely or excessively...
HERO
Noun:
a man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities.

Combining them into your own meaning:

SUPER
Earning the excessive amount of money not by working for money but making money work for me.

HERO
Having the courage to pursue the dream that I want with the ability of creating my own business strategy or system to make it turn to gold. Brave enough to face the risks and challenges in the business world. Once all that achieved I want to inpire my success to people who has the similar goals. Building up their business mindset and giving them a hand towards being an Entreprenuer.

LET US PUT OUR DREAMS INTO ACTION!!!

2009-07-10T15:57:00.001+08:00

Song Lyrics

Pissed!!

2009-07-10T02:00:00.002+08:00

Just got back from work. I'm lil sleepy but I really feel I need to blog right now. You readers decide am I being too inquisitive? If yes, what if thats your daughter or younger sister?

I'm pissed with my colleague for being extremely disrespectful and immature. I hate people like this and I don't know how to categorise this "being" under.

First you just knew a girl for a few days and you both got together. Despite having problems financially and so on. You still want to add an extra burden and "commitments" yourself. You're working two jobs, day and night. Hardly ever have time for your own family or even yourself.

Then you acted romeo chasing another girl at work. Feeling embarrassed after being rejected you gave lame excuses that you wasn't at your right mind because you're too sleepy.

Kept complaining about your girlfriend's mistakes and for being too demanding and bla....bla....bla....Then you're telling everyone that you love her and you're serious about the relationship! BULLSHIT BOY!!

TONIGHT! YOU THINK THAT I'M LIKE YOUR OTHER FRIENDS?!??! ARE YOU REALLY BRAINLESS? YOU THINK YOU'RE LOOK COOL BY YOUR DOINGS?

Damn BOY! Having sex with your girlfriend ain't my problem. Sex is a norm in this era BUT taking the video and showing it to me??????? RIDICULOUS!!! WTH! She's a human being mind you.. she has feelings! What if she comes to know about what I saw??

Think about it this way...

What if thats your daughter? Being video'ed naked and doing stuffs that you shouldn't be knowing...How do you feel?? You'll be proud? Who am I to you? I just knew you just a month BOY! No surprise and you're definitely gonna show that video to someone else. Your other friends or whoever.

I kept quiet and gave the smile doesn't mean that i'm happy for you...You're pathetic BOY! You're showing me how pathetic you are... Aged an adult but a no brainer! I just hope that video doesn't leak out passing on to another person or I could never imagine whats going to happen to that girl's future...

SORRY BOY YOU'RE NOT WORTH MY RESPECT...PEOPLE MAKES MISTAKE BUT THE PROBLEM IS YOU'RE NOT EVEN GUILTY SHOWING IT TO ME...

You were laughing away............................................

Wandering soul

2009-07-09T14:11:00.001+08:00

MJ's soul spotted in Neverland?

It sent chills down my spine watching this. Am sure you do too after watching the video above. My goodness....! May he rest in peace.

Next Book!

2009-07-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

Ever dream of achieving financial freedom? Read, learn and put it to action!

Just finished reading Rich Dad Poor Dad book two days ago. Now going on to Robert T. Kiyosaki's second book, CASHFLOW QUADRANT (below). Another great book to be inspired we learn the difference between Self-employed, Business, Investors and Employees quadrants.

You choose who and how you want to be...

Great book!

BEST!!

2009-07-08T02:47:00.000+08:00

I just wanna share something that has been making me crazy. I uploaded here coz I can't stop thinking about it. I can't get enough of this dish yesterday at IKEA restaurant. I even dreamt of it! I'm late for school anyways so yea taking this time to a full use! haha

POACHED SALMON

The creamy sauce over the salmon is a perfect combinations. You'll enjoy both the sauce (damn what is it called!) and the salmon. The salmon was a big piece rather so yea you'll enjoy as much as I do! Trust me! YUM! YUM!

Crazzzee impromptu outing!!!!

2009-07-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

One of the best and memorable moments i've had today! Been a long time since I last enjoyed this much seriously...Yippie! Crazy outing to IKEA Queenstown and anyways i've just put up some photos but not all.

We had fun and laughters all day. As though we super missed each other during the holidays. Non-stop fun really.

Partner and me got our stuffs there and all of us had lunch at IKEA Restaurant so yea lazy to type just look at the photos!

HuiYing, Gerald, Lindy, Myself, Bernard, Azhan & Jolene

Arrived @ location

Part time wife haha

Azhan's Fatimah Baby

Threesome!!

WTH

Smashed by Fatimah Baby

Freaking out

Randomness

Got my stuffs and camwhore!

The crazy peeps!

Boarding the plane!

2009-07-06T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hey i'm setting up a website soon! Tomorrow my partner will be coming to my crib to do the website thingy. But we will not be launching it to everyone yet. Making our website as solid and valuable for our viewers from everywhere around the world!

After all hardwork of researching, we're finally putting it to the test now. Experimenting it for the first 3 months before setting up another website.
All the good things a coming my way at the moment since i've been doing things right.

Growing wiser as days goes by. Its true that mixing with people that will lift you higher benefits then the people you mix around are who you are will improve your image in the right way. Immatures will not understand that phrases.

School re-opens today...... -__-

Noticed the last sentence I type seems that i'm not excited at all. Yeah not at all. I want to work and make more money to set up what i'm planning and generate it. Stop talking about school....

Well its interesting that a few of my classmates a planning on doing some direct selling business. Marketing supplements and gathering their prospects and something like that. Just wishing them all the best to their business and i've done that before so yea.

That gives me a personal challenge and motivation. Seeing how long their business can go on. Who will be continuing the race. I'm not doing any direct selling business as them but just comparing my type of business with theirs. Thats all. No disrespect.

I'm Inspired

2009-06-30T17:56:00.000+08:00

Off day from work today, missed out on my gym sessions and swimming. Probably I wasn't brave enough going alone without my partner. A little low self-esteem kicking in to be honest. haha.. Working on that to improve.

Nevertheless, still met up with partner at 8plus to Causeway Point. Rushed to POPULAR Bookstore to grab the book that i've been eyeing for a week. Rich Dad, Poor Dad by author Robert T. Kiyosaki. Now i'm eyeing on another book which I don't seem to remember at the moment. haha Expecting to grab it by next week. yay!

Here's the book that I bought!

Author
ROBERT T. KIYOSAKI

Read half of the book and taking important notes as well which might help me. So actually I can't stop reading, its super interesting! Ending up I have to blog it and share it to anyone about the great book by an inspiring author.

I'll be continuing reading the book again tomorrow while on the way to work. Its like watching programme series and looking forward to it. Honestly true!

Good Night!

Matador FC Off Season Party!

2009-06-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

The wait is finally over! Excited and been looking forward to attend the annual Matador FC Off Season Party. It was held at Ooster's Belgian Brasserie, Suntec City.

Met up with Nizal, Aidil, Nahar and Justin at City Hall MRT Stn straight from work. We took our time while Nizal and Aidil cracked some stupid jokes which made us laugh our way there.

Arrived at venue @7.30pm, saw our team manager cum captain and two Matador Systems pretty ladies setting up the trophies and medals. Soon after, Francois, Jocelyn Andre together with his wife and our hero for the last game Dave Brennan arrived and joined us for dinner. Then slowly others came as well.

Chatting and drinking Francois explained how important beer is to him and he can't live without beers! haha! Drinks were free flow but we stayed strong not to end up DRUNK!

Overall it was a memorable and happy occasion, receiving our respective medals and trophies. I would like to say farewell to Dave our hero will be leaving for Hong Kong on business trip. All the best in his career. We gonna miss you!

Here are some pics taken:

I'll update the pics again later now gg to work!

Latest News!

2009-06-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

As I log into the net in the morning the first thing I saw on yahoo was that the world's pop sensation or the King of Pop they may say died in his Los Angeles home!

MICHAEL JACKSON, 50

R.I.P

Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m, Thursday.

He's the legend when he hit so many charts before. His trademark dance moves. Then his infamous scandals.

Not really a fan of you Mike but
REST IN PEACE anyways...

Trying Super-Hard!

2009-06-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

I'm currently actually taking a break from what i'm currently doing NOW at this moment at this time by blogging. I'm doing some self research. Browsing some articles and blogs to get as much ideas as possible. Just came back from work and sleepy but I really can't afford even to close my eyes for even a second! The target for this 2 weeks is to finish creating our own business webpage.

Am I overworked? Nope I guess as so many things cruising my mind that i'm gonna make sure I make it a success this time. I don't mind sacrificing my time which I feel right. My days are occupied with activities, works and discussions with my partner.

But how busy I am I still try to keep myself fit and healthy. Gym trainings, swimming and getting ready for Muay Thai. My soccer has been reduced to playing once a week now. No choice but I have to manage my time real well.

To keep myself fit and at the same time pursuing the dream of being successful in this line I have to organise everything in order.

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I AM GOING TO BE THE ONE OF THE SUCCESSFUL YOUNG ENTREPRENEUR IN YEARS TO COME. THATS MY DREAM AND I BELIEVE IT'LL COME TRUE... =ShahV

All cancelled!

2009-06-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Everything didnt go as plan last nite...Argh....

Happenings

2009-06-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Finally a breather! Been occupied with alot of things for the past few days. Apart from swimming and gym trainings. I've been planning about the upcoming Internet Marketing project. I should be up in two weeks time. Everythings going on well. Glad to have a great and enthusiastic partner to work with. Hope it'll go well for us.

Last Sunday was the ESPZen Playoff against AIG FC and we won! Guess what we are promoted to Div 2 wohooo! So we shall be celebrating our clubs' success this Friday at Oosters Belgian Brasserie, Suntec City for the Matadors Awards Night. Can't wait for the day to come.

Not going to work today, I NEED A BREAK! hah!

I'm watching TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN tonight yay! Nitin booked the tickets last Sunday.

After movies we're probably heading straight to O-BAR for a chill out cum get together session with all my other K-1-K FU's team mates and friends.

So till then! tata!

I Don't Think They Will Ever Be

2009-06-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

In my previous post "Will They Ever Be" turns out to be a unhappy ending so soon.

I find it ridiculous as I found out that Amy went to make something out from the rose that Joel gave to her. I just could'nt believe it at all. I can't bring myself talking to Amy anymore.

I can't remember what exactly what she made but she gave it to her boyfriend instead and Joel got to know it from somebody else. That person who told Joel felt disgusted and went to tell Joel.

HEARTBREAK!!!!

Forget about her bro! You deserve someone much better that really worth your love. What you've done for her so far didn't pay off.

Busy

2009-06-14T09:04:00.000+08:00

Been busy lately. I'll blog later..stay tune......

Still Awake!

2009-06-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

Argghh! I'm still awake at this hour...so unbelievable! The exact time now is 4.52am. I'll be meeting an old friend of mine, Anna. She says she wants to have breakfast with me out of the blue. Yea, dining location still unknown yet. Guess i'll have breakfast with my sleepy eyes staring at her. hah!

Will They Ever Be?

2009-06-09T16:45:00.000+08:00

A classmate of mine namely Joel has never been so sweet in his whole life yet till last friday evening he did something very simple yet so sweet that surprises us all who was present that day...

Nah! It wasn't a marriage proposal trust me, if he ever did I would have blast his ass off really! Too young and still unstable financially. He didn't do that so....

Joel has been in love secretly to a girl named, Amy, who's also in the same class as well. To my knowledge, he's been in love with Amy for quite a long time but has never mention anything to her.

Unfortunately, Amy has a boyfriend whom too is in the same school. He's a year younger than Amy. I'm not against a guy younger than the girl but to me "no way" this guy is ready to even get into a relationship. Why I say so because he's just too too childish as what I see. Just someone I wouldn't even walk side by side with.

Not to describe further, everyone in class knows how close Joel and Amy is till now. Going almost everywhere together. They claimed to be best buddies not more...

Last Friday evening we were hanging around at Toa Payoh McDonalds. In total 5 of us were there. I can't remember what exactly were we chatting about, its something depressing that Amy was sharing with us. Joel got up and left to the gents leaving the 4 of us.

The moment he left Amy started talking behind his back saying something like she's annoyed by Joel being clingy and all. Moments later we were interrupted which caught all of us especially Amy.

Joel was holding 2 stalks of roses and was nervously giving it to Amy. We were surprised as if we were the ones being given the rose! But in my eyes that didn't stop Amy from passing a kinda rude remark to Joel.

Needless to mention what she said but that will hurt me deep if i'm in Joel's shoes. I'll be embarrassed by those small remarks in front of my other friends. So yea me and Azhan were adding words to support Joel. Something like 'We would rather love to be loved' so on and forth. Amy's face started to change drastically as Joel wasn't her still recovering from the nervousness he had went through.

Amy kept giving us the reaction and body language to stop it but we kept continuing especially me. My motive was not to experience silence from everyone as all still looked surprised. I guess many others at McDonalds noticed the incident but who cares anyways.

I would say bravo! to Joel for plucking out the courage to have bought and handed over the rose to her. haha

Amy's in denial still loving her boyfriend although she's unhappy. Hope one day she's open up to her decision to consider Joel's sincerity. Who loves her as much as anyone do. Glad that I don't! haha..

Long day...

2009-06-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

Hey I just arrived home after a long day... It gonna be a very long post so yea read it if it worth your time...

So yeah, basically as on my previous post I have this NSSL Street Soccer tourney. Guess what??? WON? LOST? Its Neither! I woke up @ 9++.

White Wolfton vs Matador FC
So I went to play for my ESPZen League team Matador FC at Bedok North Secondary pitch. We were up against White Wofton FC. Giles Jacobsen was slotted into my position in the 1st half while I played the 2nd half. Giles was unlucky to have conceded a goal after we've been dominating the game for 30mins or so. Its a hard fought game towards the end and I was rather lucky not to concede any goals on my part. Below is the link for the further match reports.

"http://www.matadorfc.com/football/matchreport.asp?matchno=268"

K1K FU vs Renaissance FC
My second game was at Choa Chu Kang with my D2Dsports League team K1K FU. This time was against Renaissance FC standing in the 3rd position with just 2 points between us lying on 4th position. Below are the match reports from me as the D2Dsports website not yet updated.

We were really complacent must admit until they equalised our first from courtesy of Navin Nambiar's goal. That didn't stop us from showing complacency. We were too over-confident and thinking child's play. Eventually we were down again due to defensive error and my goalkeeping errors as well. I misjudge a through which led to our team conceding another.

Half time stays at 3-1 credits to Renaissance FC. We were still laughing our asses out for being too casual. After the half time interval stepping our foot into the match pitch again. We were back to us, a team that we actually are. Focused, determined and we started communicating like we have been.

Kick off into the 2nd half, we were building up with a goal from Morales. A superb dribbling with a similar turn and shoot by the ex Netherlands international Johan Cruyff. Exaggerating may I sound but it was really beautiful as its an acute angle with minimum chances to score. It did beautifully leaving the opponents shell-shocked for the moment.

That didn't demoralise the opponent, they were attacking their hearts out wanting to increase their lead. It paid off when a mistake by my centre-back, Fizree. His intention was a dummy to me which unfortunately led a glorious through pass to the visitors instead. I dashed out of my line to close him down but the quick thinking forward fooled passed me eventually me pulling him down in the penalty area.

RED CARD!!!
The forward skipped passed my last man then me created an offence by pulling him down in the box so its a definite RED CARD and a penalty was conceded! I was furious to the max! Not to the referee showing me the card which led me to the dismissal nor the guy which I pulled down. But to Fizree whom made the silly mistake. He was unaware that a man was running. I know I was harsh shouting at him as I was walking off the pitch.

So I handed my gloves to my other centre-back, Yusman and left for an early shower. Penalty was conceded passed a player playing a unatural position. I was cooled after the shower and apologised to Fizree for being too harsh on him earlier and he too admitted his mistakes. I'm glad i'm playing a team of matured adults who bear no grudges off the field after a "in the pitch" incident.

Its a game that all of us wants to forget and learn not being too complacent. Final score 4-2 credit to Renaissance FC.

Work cancelled
Last game ended late and I was scheduled to work at 7.30pm. Terribly late. I met up with colleague cum classmate, Azhan at Toa Payoh. He informed me that the manager told us not to come tonight as its too late already. We informed them before anyways that Sunday we are unavailable but they insisted on us coming and mentioned that they don't mind us being late but just to keep them inform if we are really late.

So yea no big deal anyways not that I don't care but it has been explained and stated in the application form before being officially employed.

Will be updating my next post regards to last Friday's evening @ Toa Payoh McDonalds' between both of my classmates. It shall be titled "Will they ever be?"
tata!

Tired....

2009-06-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Just want to let you guys know that I'm exhausted now and i'm not blogging much on any events or articles. But i'm gonna blog it soon but not now.

I have 4 hours or so to sleep till I wake up early and head for a last minute informed tournament. WTH! Yeah just too bad they informed me late. Too late! So don't blame me for screwing up between the post. Anyways its a NSSL Street Soccer tourney which I wasn't interested about but just trying for fun but its not fun anymore when an info was conveyed to me at the 11th hour. So yea...

Gonna get my beauty sleep now. Tourney and a league game to play later before I head down for my evening shift...

Reflections

2009-06-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

Here I am now together with my classmate, Azhan, at Woodlands Regional Library. Today, i'm gonna post as entitled "Reflections". There are so many things to reflect in my life.

In life we tend to do so many wrongdoings without us realising. Words we spout out aren't always the nicest thing on others. People feel hurt and furious with you at times. Always wants to have the last say no matter.

Being too nice aren't always the best option for me anymore. Its not that you have to be nasty to anyone all the time but be firm with your decisions knowing what's best before anyone could step on your head and criticise you at your back for your little wrongdoings.Creating a big hoo-haa and controversies.

FRIENDS
You think everyone will like the way you are?
ALL your "friends" will love you for who you are?
Everything you advice or say they will listen?
Are they even interested to know you and put you in their "Friends List"?

Those are just an example of what you may never thought of. Thats reality! People your actually mixing around with all this while might be your enemies! You might have read and say "NO WAY".

Not everyone may click with your style and character. They may not admit it but they actually taking you as a joke. Thats when your maturity comes in, people like to mix with anyone with maturity regardless of their age. Slowly fun kicks in to entertain your friends with your sense of humours so as they will feel comfortable with. Still be careful with your jokes or stuffs you talk.

Its human to be nice to those people that you like. Its nothing wrong being nice towards your peers. But being too nice will hurt yourself one day. "Too Nice" in my term is being too giving in till you forgot whats your likes or hates. Does everything to make them happy. But the thing is WHO ARE THEY? yea your answer will be "THEY ARE MY FRIENDS"!

Before others to judge you, its best to see what kind of people you mix around with. What kind of people you mix around with determines who you are and how you think as a person.

Example:
Mixing with people of a bad company, you'll become one of them.
Mixing with people of a good company, you'll become a better person.

You will say that you won't be influence with what those people do and you know yourself that what wrong or right.

If thats what you think I would say...yeah! That's only the first step to decide the right path!

If your have your first step right then you have to consider what type of a person to be. No point mixing too much with people who creates Zero problems but no brains of the future. Hanging around everyday with no sense of directions in life, arrive home daily with your daily routines of nothing much but just eat and sleep. No plans for the future just yet. Couldn't be bothered with anything just living life as it is istead of improving to make life much meaningful.

I've been mixing around with many different kinds of people. The good, the bad and the couldn't be bothered with life people. Mostly way above my age. They are such matured thinkers which helps you out by making them as your role models in life. They are no celebrity. They just have so many advice and shares their experiences with me. Teaching me whats the meaning of life and how to go about going through adulthood.

You can get advice from everywhere, I mean good advices that benefits you.

Need Advice? Need someone to share your problems?

2009-06-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

"To everyone out there view my blog and whether I know you or not if you need advice on some life topics just leave me a comment and i'll ans your problems thru my post.You can choose to be anonymous!"

The above mentioned sentence has been send to a couple of blogs. If you need advice on anything I'm willing to help you answer. My motive of doing this is I wanna help people out of goodwill. So bottom line is "ITS FREE" anyways. You may not be comfortable revealing your name or me to know you, you can choose to be anonymous!

I will try my best to ans any of your questions ASAP! Times may be hard now and peoples have problems and have no one to talk to you or ain't comfortable to talk to any of your other friends. You have me! I'll try my best to share the bestest of solutions.

ShahV
Life's GOod!!!

My Eyes hurts!

2009-06-01T12:49:00.000+08:00

No football match today, but no way am I gonna stay home the whole afternoon...! lols...

Met up with Shabir and Raimie for a swim at our nearby Woodlands Swimming Complex. Azhan supposed to join us for a swim together but he's kinda bz for something else. But its ok my plan still on anyways. Basically yea its Sunday! Family day so as usual damn lots of people. The pool was infested with kids playing and for some dads teaching their kids to swim.

On another note, CHICKS!!!! Caucasian and local chicks were there too!! BUT...their with their partners....damn! haha...but my eyes can't help but kept looking at the great figures and pretty looking faces...haha yea..yea..I know I sounds like a pervert or a desperado now! haha no denying!

Still we managed to brush them aside and continue with our swim. How many laps not so sure...we swam almost non-stop to and fro the pool. So yea me as usual without a goggle and now my eyes hurts and tears keep flowing out my eyes...pathetic may I sound I think I really must get a goggle myself! Im gonna buy them in school one day, much value for money...can get it for 16bucks or so...

So yea now gonna surf the net and continue my research about something now...(hush! not gonna tell you yet!) so bye for now...looking forward for a beautiful tomorrow!

ShahV
Signing out!

Bitter Experience

2009-05-31T08:44:00.000+08:00

I experienced a nasty incident and whats like to have a true 'hater', when someone has taken offense by whatever i've said or did which made them wanting to create a huge controversy publicly such as writing a blog post of their own and commenting on a blog to someone related to me. Trying their bestest to destroy everything and accusing me of something which weren't true (at all!).

Yea, I was emotional I must admit when I came to know of the attack which were published in their own blogs to everyone to read. Negative words which hurts the most and everyone knows that. Unfortunately, I didn't handled it the right way. As many other problems came to me at the wrong time I must say made me stressed up and couldn't think properly searching for the wisest solutions to settle the matter.

What hurts the most at the point of time I read comments from different people giving the most negative or nastiest of comments that you can ever read. Hard for me to swallow as I search endlessly for the weapon to fight those "evil" bloggers. But whenever I attempted to defend myself which turns out to be a big mistake as they could take any word I said and re-purpose it as more proof of whatever argument they were making.

Friends who knew about the matter defended me on their blog and the controversies kept growing and growing. Soon after I came to know that my friends were getting their fingers to their keyboards launching the attacks I stopped them. Frustrated I felt as the conroversies kept growing. Loads of bloggers attacked those innocent people around me.

All those controversies resulted in a big spike of traffics. People from anywhere were joining in the "forum" or "fun". Well its human nature that everyone loves to watch a fight or an argument. It was really a challenge for me as lots are getting involved.

Ive learned:

When you have a hater they are wearing special lenses that see you in a certain way. No matter what you say back to them, they don’t take on board your words, instead they use them as fuel to keep the flame war going. They love that they have your attention and want to do whatever they can to keep you involved and show you how wrong they feel you are.
The medium of text as a communication tool is weak. Words can be interpreted in so many ways and when you try and use them to defend yourself online, you can waste a lot of time.

From what i've learned so far on to make most of the public flaming....

There are actually two options in dealing with haters:

Option 1: If you feel the one attacking you is just saying all kinds of negative remarks on you, just ignore it. They were trying to gain your attention, whatever your response gonna be you are actually giving them what they want! You should just forget about it.

Option 2: Reply and defend yourself!!!!!

I'm sure majority of you will say option 2's the best option. There are no both right and wrong answer but how you use it. For me option 1 is easy. Option two is rife with dangers, but only if you let your emotions get involved.

"The key when replying is to state your position and do so in a mature manner and avoid any personal attacks. What happens in most situations is you get a lot of personal attacks thrown at you, and when you don’t reply with the same, you end up looking a lot better for it." -Yaro Starak

I think i'm gonna stop here for now gonna do something's at home so yea i'll continue maybe later ya!

Been a long time since...

2009-05-30T16:58:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long time since my last post. Well I'm back! (again!) Gone through some ups and downs for the past few months now. Taking it lessons learn and moving on with my life. This time i'm stronger and improving on everything so as to avoid doing the same mistakes again.

As normal human beings we make mistakes here and there. But when things get messy, clear the mess which you've created yourself. Reflect back on the things you do which might offend anyone in anyway. Whether you feel right or wrong keep reflecting what 'little' things that you've done without you realise that might've created the sparks turned into wildfire.

Somethings you can't learn from the book but its what you go through things and handled it is called "experience". Thats where you really learn well most. Always remember this sentence which me myself found guilty of running away is "There's a solution to each and every of your problems" So now i'm gonna try real hard to always remember that sentence whenever i encounter any problems along the way.

I think i'm done for now, I guess...So i'll be actively blogging from now on coz there's just so much to say and reflect. I'll keep trying to be as simple and organise as possible for all readers. Happy reading! :)

ShahV

When life's problems seem overwhelming, look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself fortunate.
- Ann Landers

GOAL!!!

2008-08-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm back! Just came back from my soccer game 2day @ Wellington Rd. Rainy day but luckily wasn't that heavy rain. The field's wet and we're worried about that way we're going to play our game. When i reached Wellington Field, the opponent were already there and to my surprise i met my colleague, Bambang! He's my opponent! My god that boy is very quick and skillful. I was hoping that he didnt start and fortunately he didnt! I was so relieved!

I'm naturally a Goalkeeper but i started as a striker in the first half partnering Khairul Anuar. This game is very important to Khai so much so as to be in the first eleven squad in our upcoming league tournament. Well for me i have to prove my versatility that i can play anywhere too. So we both are going real hard to prove ourselves and we did! I scored both of our first two goals and followed by Khai. I was so happy to have scored the two goals that i went shouting out to Bambang, my opponent for the day. hehe... All of us played well and really hard on tackles and defended strongly. Half time was a relief for me coz its a long time i actually run that much after my injury. haha weak lah! Half time i switched to my most preferred position, Goalkeeper. I didnt really had much to do but they kept attacking but wasnt even close except for a shot just over the bar. My other team-mates scored more and more goals and going confident. Our opponents seems like almost giving up even Bambang came in second half but rarely had a touch on the ball. A huge trashing for them 8-0 the scoreline at full time although i must credit they played well too except their defenders couldnt match our speedy strikers.

JEPFC

After the game we went to have our dinner at Woodlands TEH TARIK. It was fun chatting and we kept laughing. Talking almost everything about football to upgrading the team's commitee and more improvement in our gameplay. I really can't wait to meet up with this peoples everyweek for games and after game hanging out! They are just so funny and so fun to be with.

This team i say are like a ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!! Go menjengs!

[Fraud]

2008-08-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

My Shift 1 duty was very tiring. Don't feel like coming to work in the morning. Not enough sleep last nite. Blame it on myself. Can't sleep what to do. But I still have to go to work. Btw at work we met our new OJT(on-job training) officer, CPL Aizuddin and he'll be with us for th e next 3 months. The sad news was my SSGT Tong wants me to be his partner and teach everthing I knw. haha! (mampos!) He followed me everywhere I go and I taught him what to do everything. He's quite a fast learner. We kept smoking amd smoking. Disturbing my fellow AETOS friends on the ground. Nice knowing him anyways and he's a nice and humble guy (for now! still new!). Welcome to TEAM BRAVO!!!

Going to ORD soon in a few weeks time and I can't wait. At the same time, thinking that i'm gonna miss this place so i brought my own digicam. After my second OE (official ease) we did not return to ground, wanting to take pictures. Together with me, CPL Terence and the new offcer, CPL Aizuddin. We went up to the top floor of the building and took many pictures at the same time enjoying the cool afternoon breeze. We enjoyed ourselves taking pictures together so much. But unfortunately I've not be able to take pictures with my other colleagues coz they were very busy working while we FRAUD!!!! haha.. I'll take pictures with you guys on our next shift okaiz!

Here are a few pictures that we took:

We see CRIMES

Service Excellence

Cpl Aizuddin & Me

Cpl Terence & Cpl Aizuddin

[New Kid on the Blog]

2008-08-22T05:38:00.000+08:00

SHAHVENGEANCE

Hey there this is the first time i'm trying this out creating my own blog. I may not be a blog person but since i decide to make myself one so i'll make it as interesting as possible for people to see and read. I've viewed many examples of a blog so maybe it'll be okay. haha!